Come Closer

So you don't have to think. you always have a choice. make this world your home and all its inhabitants, your family. there is so much love to give, realize. every moment is so precious and beautiful, look, you have the eyes. there will be times, when you'll be down. its just like a spring that has to be pulled down in order to shoot up. its just a matter of time, hold on, you'll be alright.

listen closely and everything will help you find the way. respect all, for there are many who do not know. but if you disrespect, they will take longer to find out. love everyone and everything; and slowly but surely the love you give will find its way back to you. stronger and deeper. do things that make you happy. it will take you to happier places. make peace wherever there is conflict. there is always a way. believe in who you are. you are already a miracle of life and so much more that words can't explain. nothing can change that. the secrets of the universe are in you. all the answers, you were born with them. Go deeper inside yourself and you'll find a teacher who will teach you the most valuable lessons in life. 

Hey Hey What can I do?

There are many good souls around you. Talk to one of them. if none is in vicinity. there are many who have written books, you can read them. and many have contributed to different art forms you might want to indulge in,  like music and movies.

sing and dance. take a walk on the road, in the woods or on the beach (my favourite). a dip in the sea or in the river can do wonders. talk to a dog. exercise. take a shower. A nap. make a meal. feed someone. play a sport/game. look at the stars, old pictures, read your old diary. help someone. Gift something. Travel. Write.

Create. Initiate. Change. Learn. Grow. Get better. Teach what you know. Share.

Only in Dreams?

even when so far away. i can feel you whisper in my ear. your twinkling eyes still look at me the way they did years ago. i can touch you. hold you. And you are nice to me. so true is your love. so strong. you were right, i know now how much you loved me. Sad, that you are gone now. but i see you in my dreams. i don't want to wake up.

i saw you last night. we were happy. i knew it was a dream. like i have known for the past one month. at first, dreams of you scared me. i thought i would start hurting again. but now, i like these dreams. i thought this morning, how long will i keep living like this? Only these dreams to keep me company. Will reality ever be so colorful again? Because the butterfly only comes in my dreams.

Lonely again

i am surrounded by people who love me. i have never been in a place where all that a man requires materially, is well taken care of. i keep looking for you everywhere. i saw a happy family. a father who is proud of his son, a wife who misses her husband every moment, a mother who worries about her children all the time, a boy who just wants to have fun and a baby that sleeps throughout the day.

people on the road are in such a hurry. but they still have time to curse at each other. i heard a man being so judgmental he looked like someone else. i saw things balance themselves out in a taciturn manner. there were times when conversations shook my beliefs, this time, they just made them stronger. everybody is on their own journey. those who help each other out, have a better time.

i miss my friends. so much that it makes me cry. i was told to look inside. so i look. 

So much to say!

i want him to name her a lovely quite girl. she has a lot to see and a lot to learn, till she gets to the day when she can be on her own. he must be really worried about her. Her journey will have a price. And he'll have to pay for it. i know he happily will. he lives for this. i have a lot to learn from him.

somewhere you wait for me. do you know you do?. here i wait for you. you are not coming. so i'll come. hoping that you see me, and call me. i have songs for you, stories and much more. don't expect too much from me. i'm just learning to live.  i have made mistakes. i have known love. i have been wounded and i have been healed. i have a lot to share. i my own way, i do.

she is excited. its been so long. its going to be different this time. for so many reasons. she has taken me to many trips. this time i take her on one. it is going to be different for me too. very different. i'll just try to be good. take in as much as i can. i am familiar with the infinite amount of potential this life has. i have seen the colors. been lost in thought. moved faster than time. i feel it coming.

                             Change is Coming.

Come back

Come back -where the grass is greener
Come back -where the air is cleaner
Come back -where we can learn to be more
Come back -where up high we can soar

Come back -where every place is home
Come back -where time is never shown
Come back -where happiness resides
Come back -where loneliness subsides

Come back and  we'll forgive the past
Come back and we can just relax
Come back and bring the love you've got
Come back and forget we ever fought

Come back so we can live together
Come back so we can make it better
Come back so you can see that i have changed
Come back so we don't ever have to blame

Come back, it's  just a request
Come back, i need you in this quest
Come back, it's really been too long
Come back, together we belong