The Last Words

The freedom -  when realized, made him crave for bondage just like once captivity had had him longing for freedom. You kept blaming other people for your self made prison while you waited for someone to come and set you free. If i were to be sarcastic, i would call it "a wise thing to do". But neither i am sarcastic, nor you were wise.

After realizing and celebrating freedom for a little too long, you felt like a wild thing with no roots and no home to come back to. So you used your freedom to create a cage. You filled the empty book - page by page. And then it happened. Someone came and made you forget that you were ever free. Enslaved by desire and its misery, i saw you begging for mercy.

For a while, i could not believe that it was you. Looking at something so untrue. Wanting it to stay, to understand. Wanting to touch it and hold its hand.  It stayed and then betrayed. That is what it was meant to do!! So that you would wake up and see that an illusion cannot replace reality. Now that the last words have come to you or rather,  you have come to the last words. Let me tell you that i love you still. And no matter how hard i try to kill, i have found that love never dies, even though you and i will. I have learnt my lesson and i am still learning, many a days, i find myself yearning, yearning for someone like you.

But before you really fall in love, go take your masks off. Know the world as a reflection of who you are and have some empathy - at least, for the one who dies for you.

the mask is off

When the mask is off, you can see the truth without making any effort. The illusions that a mind creates are the result of its attachment to images and words; an attachment to the past and future. How ugly can the ego make you and how beautiful can the soul be? It is all a matter of simple choice. What you choose to feed will start gathering power. I felt the energy of those in misery and absorbed it, now i feel like them. I can feel their self created pain, i can see the artificial separation, their expectations and their judgments.

But i know that the world is just a reflection of what we are inside. For i can still see love behind the lies they act and speak. I still see their pure souls burning bright. Even when they fail to recognise it, i watch the peace that awaits in the centre while they roam around the periphery, mistaking all that they experience for who they are. May you see in the right light and understand truly, what has happend today.

Love and light.

Thanks and Praises

As the signs get clearer, you get nearer - to the moment that never ceases to be. what do you want to know, what do you want to see? Aren't you up for surprises anymore, someone new you could be. As the differences between you and me disappear, i see you as me. So i try to let you know about the grace and gratitude that engulfs me. But what can i show or tell you, if you are really me. you see through my eyes and it is you that i see. you are my illusion as well as my reality.

I feel your messages reveal divine wisdom as they slowly flow into me and then in to the words i write. For the love of god, love yourself first before you expect anyone else to love you. Try to fulfil your expectations through youself, not expecting them to be met by those outside of you. Be who you want others to be. Blessings for you in this moment, for i know you are here with me.  

The Fifth Element

from the other side of the world i speak to you. I know my words reach you like the light reaches me in the darkness. i follow the light and it takes me back to the source. I have received what you have sent and recognised it as a blessing in disguise. My stillness helped me take all the blame and still stay positive. In how many ways you signal me about changes that are about to take place. I saw the stars as i drifted in space. They who do not see what i have seen, can not understand the way i live my life. In the end, the only limitation is the overactive mind.

I watched the pain of a friend who could barely recognise me. All the resonance turns in to perfect discord before it reveals its true harmony. I heard the sounds naturally. i saw the wonder, awestruck. i shall consider all that happens as the intent of divine will and surrender to the moment with faith and patience. May the divine intent manifest in the most glorious and beautiful way. Thanks and praises -may all hearts say. In the night there burns a light, in the day it gets too bright, thats why sometimes you forget that you are always seeing it.

who can make you see the light if you are the one getting in the way? just forget your worries and a simple part you can play  - with love, with beauty and grace. its neither a chase, nor a race. Wherever you are - it is your place. The space is in you like you are in the space. 

As you become me!!

this feeling flows from you to me,
i am feeling close to the moving sea,
The horizon broadens for my eyes to see,
I now become you as you become me,

Flow into me through the life i live
Flow into the love i get and give
Flow into to me, in the light i see
that i become you as you become me

i centre my emotion as i drink the magic potion
there's an orange light that shines on me
i surrender to remember, i remember to surrender
to the only life that's one reality

one after another, the waves they make me wonder,
would i ever find out how deep is the sea,
once you have the answer, it really doesn't matter
when i become you and you become me

The messenger

i was about to fall in love with all of it, once again. Only this time, it would change everything. The musician came and made me cry. He had been there 8 years ago and now i see him again. He is speaking to the music, he is speaking to you. He is singing as music and he is singing as you to me. He has broken me just like you do. only i was getting in the way of you and him. Forgive me.

Now that i have been released. Help me stay transparent. So the light can shine through me. I have recognised you within and with out. There is nothing i want to be. The artist from the moment showed me the hidden bliss. I could feel it in him as i feel it in me. He has evolved and opened me up for further evolution. Let me completely immerse my being in and as you. Once again, and this time  with more love, flow with me. 

Healing Power of Sound

From the place where it all looks the same. I feel blessed by the latest happenings. Water reaches and teaches me in the most adorable manner. i forget about the life i once lived in the confines of the illusive mind. My mind has learnt to be silent and my heart has learnt to be kind. The Great Dao speaks to me more often now. My Master gets to me whenever i need him. Thanks and praises. We have ended all our chases. We have been through all the phases. Somehow, i had a vision of what is going to happen in the future. My visions are getting clearer as the awareness expands.

I saw the words of a poet and a prophet. He spoke about music and awareness as the same thing. I have been feeling the same thing all my life. As the awareness becomes  more aware of itself, the music gains more power and healing abilities. Feeling the vibrations, one can reach a state of consciousness that transcends all illusions. May you find it inside you and be free from all that binds you. 

Why so Confused?

Should i be happy or should i be sad? Is it really that good or has it gotten so bad? Can't tell you what i know. i can only feel, i cannot show. What i mistook for a dream turned out to be real. Were you stolen or did you try to steal? What is it that you want and why is it that you hide? I see you are afraid of something inside. Let go of your fears, they don't let you love. Have you lost touch with the god above?

Dont damage your beauty don't devalue your life. You are so sacred, you are so divine. Choose wisely and you will find, that all you ever wanted was to really live this life. Its okay now. lose the time. For a moment just forget whats yours or mine.

In my element

experiencing peace like never before and i want to share it with you. I felt so much gratitude remembering you. Miss the love. Beautiful qualities. Blessings to you. Born and died. Laughed and cried. let it flow and so hard i tried. Been free, been bound and tied. You learnt from me and i learnt from you. you had no feeling and i had no clue. then i found out there is no me and you.

Rumi comes in the dreams that you left behind. There is nothing you will get, there is nothing i will find. I am not being cynical i am only being kind. be humble and let it crumble, there will be no rewind.

Another way i try to pray, there is a smile that i see inside. Remember me, i am just a memory. But i feel you right by my side.

Love and light.

No Self, No Problem

This is a miracle. A happy ending. My gratitude for everything that has happened. I accept what is.  As it was in the beginning, so shall it be in the end. The last angel of yours has left me stronger and humbler. You have taught me how to love myself. How to be happy without a reason. Death has become an opening to a deeper and a more meaningful existence.

I was there and you were not. But it was all me teaching myself- the lessons of life. Love and attachment. My love flows to you in all its purity as my attachment ends. I ask for your blessings as i embark on this new adventure filled with love and laughter, bliss and joy, grace and beauty, truth and peace. I have you deep inside my heart. I speak with every beat in yours. We have become one. I have forgiven you for you did not know what you were doing, I was like you once and i have been forgiven too. It is love that made us go through all of it. And now that it has all come to an end. I say farewell to you with all the love i have and wish you a happy and fulfilling life. May you be enlightened with great wisdom that already lies within you. 

So you are finally here?

what took you so long? The doubt in your mind, the fear of being forgotten or simply like always - you couldn't find the time. Anyway, now that you are here, welcome. I had been waiting for this to happen. How do you feel now? Or are you still not feeling it, like most times. Busy building and analysing your image. Beauty is in the eye that beholds it. I thank you for your presence. Without it, this would not have been possible.

You have learnt many things by now. But the most important lesson to learn is that of love. It is the answer to all human suffering. I have seen you crave for it without even realising it. You think about it all the time. Love has made you who you are today. It has believed in you at times when you couldn't believe in yourself. It has been by your side even when you've failed to notice, acknowledge or accept it. It has been trying to teach you what you are here to learn. But you have been missing the point. Chasing dreams, you give up reality. Then when your pleasure turns into pain, you complain.

Forgiven. Someone misses your form so much. Thinks about you all the time. Loves you. If there are good things happening in your life, be grateful. If there are things you don't like, next time - choose wisely. Sometimes i can't believe how stupid we can get. But its all in our minds. The hearts are good. Whatever happens, have faith and patience. Yes you are insane like the rest of them.

Be free of it all. Let love lead the way. 

Breathing you in...

When the wind speaks, it soothes my worried mind. It calls me to places unknown and feels like an invisible drone. It has come and done the trick. A smile comes to the face as i see all that appears before the inner eye. Every word gains depth as i experience it in its true essence.

Loss, longing, lust, life and laughter. The latest gift in the time of the element that eludes the eyes is peace and love. Happiness is on its way some one told me. It wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. The god of sound teaches in silence just as the goddess of presence is found in absence. May we value and celebrate all that has been given to us, in and as the  - present. 

please have mercy...

dreams end as they begin. As above, so below. the solitude calls and you must answer it with the utmost sincerity. face what you are most afraid of and transform the curse into a blessing. Miracles are a way of living. Have faith on life. Stop being the ego. learn to watch from a distance, unaffected. 

The creator called me to his temple and did something i am yet to understand. I have been feeling a strange deja vu since then. Life is giving me signs that there is something shifting inside. The change shall soon manifest outside too. Listening to relaxing melodies and writing cathartic content. Alone, without a clue, i still think of you. 

i went back to the places and met those people again. i visited who i was and felt a strong urge to become that again. But we must only move forward. There is no going back. The wind blessed me and comforted me as the music healed. The goddess spoke again and i felt the happiness inside. 

I guess what i thought had happened long time ago is happening now. The book that changed it all has come back. the place that taught me so much was destroyed. The friends came back again. Why have i become like this? I am still learning though.  There is a sudden desire to see a change. A life that i thought turned out to be a life that cannot be. A life that i live is a life i cannot see. 

So i close my eyes and draw another breath. turn on the light inside. I am ready to make a turn in this ride.