dreams end as they begin. As above, so below. the solitude calls and you must answer it with the utmost sincerity. face what you are most afraid of and transform the curse into a blessing. Miracles are a way of living. Have faith on life. Stop being the ego. learn to watch from a distance, unaffected.
The creator called me to his temple and did something i am yet to understand. I have been feeling a strange deja vu since then. Life is giving me signs that there is something shifting inside. The change shall soon manifest outside too. Listening to relaxing melodies and writing cathartic content. Alone, without a clue, i still think of you.
i went back to the places and met those people again. i visited who i was and felt a strong urge to become that again. But we must only move forward. There is no going back. The wind blessed me and comforted me as the music healed. The goddess spoke again and i felt the happiness inside.
I guess what i thought had happened long time ago is happening now. The book that changed it all has come back. the place that taught me so much was destroyed. The friends came back again. Why have i become like this? I am still learning though. There is a sudden desire to see a change. A life that i thought turned out to be a life that cannot be. A life that i live is a life i cannot see.
So i close my eyes and draw another breath. turn on the light inside. I am ready to make a turn in this ride.
