Fly Rasta

something wonderful has happened. feeling freer than ever. the signs told me before the feeling arrived. i didn't believe it until things started changing right in front of my eyes.  the love, the compassion and all the good things were always here. i was just looking for them at the wrong place.

Someone had become an unhealthy influence on me so i had to let that person go. now after this i feel healthy again. only a healthy body is not enough. the mind has to be healthy too. be around those who bring positive thoughts inside you. or at least around those who do not bring negative thoughts. be grateful for the things you have and for the lessons life teaches you. be at peace with the present moment. if something disturbs your peace, watch and see why it is happening. if you can work on it and make it alright. Stay. if not, then leave. Don't let anything disturb your inner peace.

false happiness and fake people will someday experience true joy and reality. pray for them and let them be. if they can't learn now. it is not their time. but their time will come soon. real soon. wish them luck and move on. Life has something better in store for you.

now this is

without realization. another cycle is complete. like always it begins with desire, turns into attachment and ends with ego death. A learning and and a blessing in disguise. this time it is different. i hurt throughout it. so after it ended, i don't hurt like i did before. Letting it go so many times has given me much practice. now i have to practice more consciously.

 this time i don't blame anyone; not even myself. What had to happen, happened. it had to happen through me. i was just a medium. for both, positive as well as the negative energies. the world can praise me for the perceived good and can criticize me for the apparent bad. I take non of it. i just played my role. There were times that i enjoyed playing this role and there were times when i didn't like it one bit. but i played it alright. I am okay now. i analyzed and pondered over all of it while it happened. i have no motivation for any further analysis or judgments. with awareness and from the ego, i have seen it all.

I don't even have the urge to empty myself. whatever is inside is fine by me and whatever isn't, will not be.
i am humbled and patient again. What must be, will be. 

Door to Door

one door closes and another opens. Once again the new becomes old and leaves; the old becomes new and is all set to arrive. I have to let it go with love and optimism. i can see that the love has taken over and the ego has stepped back. My prayer to you is to help me respond with love. Warn me if my ego starts to get a grip on me, and in silence - let me watch.

Help me cleanse my doors of perception so that i can see the whole instead of blurred fragments. let my awareness expand infinitely, let the truth shine through the illusions that my mind projects. Let me realize the one within and reflect it without. Let me be unaffected by pleasure and pain. let me rest in the eternal bliss always. Send me your love and light just like you did right now.