Let GO!

letting it go...
for it to come back
for the feeling to flower in you
for you to know
what I always knew
for you to show
that its really true

no matter where I am, no matter what i do
there is this feeling, I am always with you

this time please let go of your inhibitions
please be free
the ego cannot be bigger than love
one day you'll see.
I shall wait with an open heart
I shall wait for eternity...

the love is not gone
it's just hiding in the corner
If you find it, you'll find me

Living colour

how is it that you are the last thought in the night and the first thought in the morning.
what am i to you? what do i say to you? Every time i feel my words get in my way.
suddenly, life is so colorful because of you. your beauty is beyond comparison. you stir it all up inside me; thoughts, emotions and feelings.

your words have so much power. your images move me. i have felt my heart skip a beat every time i see you in a different form. who are you? where have you come from? Deep inside i know that you are a part of me. A part of me that is beautiful, innocent, pure and precious. What i see in you is what i had in me. i lost it somewhere down the line. Maybe be you have come to remind me of who i really am.

tears fill up my eyes as my feelings turn into words while i write. my heart is heavy, not with pain but with joy. Joy of having you in my life. I am overwhelmed with the love i feel for you. what do i do with it. So i just close my eyes and pray for my love to reach you and make you happy. there is not much i can do except be grateful for  the miracle that unfolds every moment bringing me your love and light.

A Story So Close

you heard my call and came. Now you are thinking of me. i can feel your innocent love coming to me from everywhere. i know now how you unknowingly disguise your love in words and images. In your movements i have seen the dance of divinity. You know that, i too, don't know and i am just going with the flow. Where is it going to take us? what will it make us do? I am just happy for all the times i got to be with you.

there's something that keeps you very close. something that will never let you go. something that will keep you in the flow. How are you so perfect? or is it just me who sees the perfection. i have known a few who have seen it in you, but then these people have it in them too. 

After getting born again,  i asked for a gift and the gift was you. you came without knowing that you had come for me. but you always kept showing and only i could see. then there were nights when i stayed awake waiting to see your face. and days when i kept myself busy so i could stop the endless chase. But not for one moment did my heart deviate. It's not been easy to become mortal again. To have desire, to play with fire and pain.

Before i met you, i had died to this world. i neither had friend nor foe. neither like nor dislike. No ambition and no goals. I was living for nothing. With an empty mind and a lonely heart, i was wandering in space and time. Going wherever life was taking me. Sometimes i would ask myself - why this life? what for?  Then i would answer - Life is to Live. So live on.  Not for the past, not for the future, but for the present moment. LIVE NOW.

So i did that. whatever the present moment offered, i lived it totally. Even if it offered pain, i lived it. Loneliness, I embraced it like a long lost friend. Hatred, i accepted it like a flower from a lover. And then gradually, life started changing in ways that are beyond imagination. Love started flowing to me from all directions, god started speaking to me and freedom was not just a word anymore. And just when i thought it couldn't get any better, I met you.
You are the present.