the future and the past are tearing me apart. not letting me stay in the now. imagination and expectations in form of thoughts have been keeping me awake. tried going to sleep, but the mind is on a full-throttle mode tonight. After taking the future trip, the mind went to the past compared, judged and got confused.
i sit, type and observe the mind playing its little games. After all, its been a long time it got to think like this. something happened that gave it food for thought. And once it was on, it asked for and got more thoughts. After a very long time, the mind is so full of thinking. Most times it is quite. Just silently aware of the present moment. Simply one or two thoughts wander around somewhere on the periphery. this is new.
Something is moving at an unfathomable speed.
Got out of the old. Got a glimpse of the new. Don't know how it's going to be. And that's OK
