it is no co-incidence that you finally end up here. it is all changing isn't it? it has always been changing and it will always keep changing. There is nothing as it seems. there is an undercurrent of this invisible energy flowing in and around.
So how has the journey been. has it been tiring? or has it been refreshing? Well, it has to be both, and a lot of other things. Only then it can be a real journey. otherwise, it is "being stuck".
YOU know it. You have made all this happen. accumulated so much. where will you take all this? it will all go. like its slowly going now. But don't you worry. some thing has to go for something new to come in. there has to be space. You enjoyed it when it was all coming. the pleasure, the entertainment, the fun, the knowledge and the experiences.
Now let it all go with love. it has all been with you for too long. your pain is nothing but the fear of letting go. Let go of the known so there is space for the unknown. Become hollow. let it all pass, the dreams, the desires, the fears and the forms.
You have been attached to the forms for too long. Now the formless wants to fill you up. It has been knocking on your door, but you haven't been listening. What does life sound like? It has been lighting up your soul, but you haven't been looking. What does space look like? it has been loving and taking care of you, but you haven't been feeling. What does god feel like?
Trust and let go. Flow. have faith in it. You are ready. Tears can be beautiful too.
Grace.