but i still keep on pressing the keys on the keyboard. the day started well with a lot of positive encouragement on the work front. Ideas and opportunities were recognized in abundance. Later, when everything seemed alright. Something happened. A sickening feeling sunk in with a message from someone i thought i loved. Thoughts of leaving this continually strained relationship started making rounds in my head. The signs spoke in favour of the thoughts. but i still remember that the world is a reflection of the mind. so i didn't take it too seriously. Another sign pointed out the lack of commitment and the havoc it has wreaked on my independence and my self-worth. The constant state of insecurity due to this imbalanced relationship has started affecting my health.
when i asked for a sign to leave, the answer was "looking good" and when i asked if there was love, the answer was "there is no love at all". i also remember my own mind telling me and my being feeling that this is the one for me. but i also know somewhere inside that the time is not now. couldn't reach the flower or maybe didn't want to. the moon reached for me and gave me strength and hope. a strange feeling that something is making me do all this has taken over. Being unable to freely express what i feel has got me trapped in. Help me break free. Come to me and heal me. open me up for real love.
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